hi baby

i meant to do this much better but so far i cant. am to sad still to do this but i will soon baby. i know u are with me and watching over me but u need to tell me how to make it better. i go to sleep a lot of the nights hoping not to wake up so i am with u then but need to be awake for Luke. what the fuck am i meant to do?? love u and will miss u till i am with u xxx